Was having ma ECONS tutorial in class just now.. & the tot of scoring badly for ma upcoming Econs test appeared out of mind suddenly. All i did for the past 3 tutorials was copying down the answers given by ma tutor and not doing ma assignments. I see no point in doiing when i dont understand a single shit of the topics. Now, i desperately need time to catch up on my Econs so that i wont be left behind. haiss.. i guess having a study group once in a while with ma classmates isnt dat bad afterall right? yep yep, gonna have one. DEFINITELY.

the whole day i was feeling down. things dint turn out it supposed to be. sometimes i feel it is so difficult to understand your closed ones. am i too complicated to understand? at least, i TRIED to make it up to you. but u said it was all EXCUSES. wth? giving me that attidude & all? what are you trying to show. its like..''why are soo into it?'' common, i need that tiny little space. i need that understanding. is it too demanding?