when u told me the test result was positive and tt u got to be quarantined for a week or so, it brought me into tears. it then occurred to me that someone special in my life will b going away and god knows when i'll be meeting him. my wish was that you will be fine and i believe u can make it through.

seconds later u called telling me tt u were pulling my leg earlier on & the result was indeed, negative. gosh, i was so relieved. i began to smile, to chuckle at the thought tt my baby is starting to be his normal self; one who likes to joke & makes me laugh everytime. days had past when u were so weak & restless but today you made my day with your more-cheerfulvoice. everyday i'll pray tt u will get well soon and i know in a matter of days i will meet u.

please get well soon dear.

words cant exactly describe how im feeling right now. seeing you in that painful state and not knowing what to do, just kills me big time. never have i felt this way. i was so worried sick bout you that it felt extremely hard and painful just to leave you near yr doorsteps. till this very moment, i am not sure how you'r doing at home and i swear i'll be waiting for yr call just to hear your voice even for a second. though you'r in pain, u never fail to talk to me in yr most sweetest voice without failing to end each sentence with the word "ayang".

baby, i miss your smile. miss your laughter. miss your cuteness. miss your annoyance. most importantly, i miss you. i miss you so much i can tear every minute while typing this. please wake me up to your wonderful voice. i'll be waiting baby.

i love u so much, Husnul Fadil...

the whole day of yesterday was spent at home, studying. well.. honestly i dont really like to study at home coz of some distractions present like tv, bed, bro's annoyance and bla bla bla. basically not many distractions as u can see, but try imagining yrself taking a break on the lovely bed of urs. its like it has a huge influence on you. once your'r on it, its hard to just get up and back on yr feet to study, no? erm, that is practically from my point of view though.

and so just to compliment myself from being a good girl by studying the whole day while BOTH my sibs are out to watch Transformers in the afternoon, i did got my reward that same night! hah. being a darling, bf fetched me at night to catch the Transformers (of coz) at the marina square. the show started at 2210 which ended pretty late afterwhich he sent me home straight. mom was making noise but heck, im only out to watch the movie.

i dont know if i like the show. hmm, to me there was alot of fighting scenes among the robots to an extent im not even sure which are the Autobots & Decepticons! hah. but overall, its nice to watch la(:

so what happened today? i did not even touch the books coz i was feeling sick! i was having sore throat, slight headache and some point a bit feverish. i know what u guys are thinking right now! haha. but oh well, i just hope i do get better and will be able to have the drive to study again tomorrow! im just gonna chiong my way through coz MST starts bloody next week. 5 papers the whole week and its back to training.

oh ya! RP has yet their another one week "holiday" due to the H1N1 shit which literally means some of bf's happy moments of nt gg school! haha. which also mean tt these students are being quarantined right? so what if you'r quarantined but you'r still out? doesnt tt defeat the purpose. according to bf's mom, its a serious offence. hmm, but what if bf and me alr plan to go out tomorrow? ha ha ha.

was supposed to study today but sunday simply means a lazy day for ppl to just slack at home and not touching the reading materials. Hah. the though of mugging was there but it wasnt as strong. Ok i shall cut my crap. So it ended up with me watching tv the whole day; the game plan and some hindustan show. Was telling mom tt vasantham central now rarely screen nice hindustan shows on air when fortunately, there was this hindustan show screening at zee tv. - a hindustan channel from the starhub cable, yep mom subscribed tt.

afterwhich i decided tt i shld meet the zebras since its been eons when we last met. we slacked somewhere near niakmath. It was absolutely a nice catching up sessions with them girls. Singgah slalu next eh? With fajj the driver of coz. Haha. See u ladies soon! Take care, till we meet again:)

What will it be like if we were to turn back the time?

Just like good ol'friends; talking on the phone till late night.almost any other day.

sorry havent been updating much coz my internet connection was down. Oops, its still down actually. just tt now i managed to hack into someone's wireless! I guess this hacking-into-ppl's-wireless wont be for long as most of the residents here have secured connection. Bluerggh.

i went for a short run at the bedok reservoir park, alone in the morn ard 1115 and lucikly the weather wasnt hot. the sky was dark dark as it rained soon aft. So literally at some point i ran under the rain. Nice feeling actually:)

Well, i shouldnt be writing long entry as the wireless connection can cut off anytime soon! Haha. have a great weekend! And to study buddies, lets mug hard!!

had a jb trip with my lovely hommies over the wkend to celebrate my lil cousin's 11thbdae. it was suppose to cum the annual family dae bt due to several reasons it dint turned out as planned.. so lemme summarise this event. :D

this was when we had to wait for them to let us check in our rooms. though the hotel rooms were great, service was bad and food kinda suck. urggh/

this is the view from my hotel room's window. see i told you, i can see spore! d one in the backgrpund is senoko island if im nt wrong. & oh, the reception is superb & i can even use the hotel's wireless! coolshit i noe.

as soon as i got my ass on the bed i was off to dreamland where i ended waking up at 6 in the afternoon! just in time to get ready for the bdae celebration. like any normal function, the theme was black & gold. i dint really buy new clothes for the function thus, i dint actually follow the theme carefully, heh!

well. for the games section, all the cousins were divided into 2 grps. the games played were fun & we definitely had an enjoyable nite! but the main highlight has got to be this.....

HAHAHA!! this was d part when each grp had to dressed an uncle as a woman! and these uncles had to perform a cat-walk too! i swear we were laughing our asses off. if you'r lucky enough, u might get to see the video! haha. but damn im sure, nothing ever beat the fun we had as a whole. i love my hommies! they'r simply the best:)

few events occurred during the past weekend. most of the pictures will be up at facebook.