Im out of SP, officially & finally. 3 years past so fast without me realising. as days past, im still looking high & low for jobs. i guess permanent jobs are harder to find since there'll be a higher competition as compared to temp jobs? perm accounting-related jobs are easy to find, but most of their requirements need at least one year of experience.

i had been to three interviews so far. and the current one i had just now in the morning was by far, to me, the highlight of all interviews. d post was for UOB bank & there were two interviewers in the room! can u believe tt? i TOTALLY dint anticipate it coz as far as i know, there wld be more than 1 interviewer only for higher position, yes? as of now, im still waiting for their reply. however, there were still 2 other candidates & if i am not selected for this post, i am still glad tt i had this interview opportunity. coz at least i know how it feels & maybe it'll help me in my future career interviews. (:

on a personal note, i've made up my mind to attend religious class every saturday. InsyaAllah. as ppl gets older day by day, more sins are accumulated inevitably. i do know i have my own flaws, & my everyday sins. i am not sure bout you ladies, but i do want a man in my life who is at least- close to being pious & someone who can lead me religiously apart from all other material/emotional supports. i hope He is the one. i hope i have chosen this right path, Amin.

my sunday did not turn out to be so dull afterall, despite the fact tt i was cash-less. initially bf & i dint plan to meet up since both of us were broke. Then, he suggested for a walk from simei all d way to marine parade(ecp). I agreed and we therefore met up @ eastpoint at 6pm. Walked all d way to bedok corner, and finally to ecp. We dint go towards d marine parade area since it was alr late & bf wanted to catch d soccer game at 930pm.

Thus, we settled towards the sailing club area. at some points, there was no one except us walking on the pathways, & i swear d feeling was quite scary. coz apparently surrounding us were big tall trees & the only thing tt we cld see is the long stretch of pathway ahead. We had never been to tt place before! We walked & walked till our legs cld no longer support us and decided tt we shld call some help. Haha. Mainly bcoz, there were no buses/taxis ard the area! And walking back home literally means another 2 hrs or so? not wanting to miss the soccer game, bf called achap to come & fetch us @ tanah merah country club. im so glad he did coz if werent to fetch us, we got still a freaking long way home.

All in all, we've made an accomplishment. Well, at least both of us have not walk this far! Im glad i had this walk. With you. Muuaah.

imagine yourself wanting to have a nice post-holiday feeling but somehow things got worsen over the days. well, that is what exactly happening to me currently. damn, i fucking hate this part right here. why do people get too involved in people's life till they get carried away? common, every freaking person has his/her youth-life right. like the period ppl start go clubbing, or say, ppl start wearing whatever they like coz they know that in future its just so wrong to do so.

lets just cut the chase, and lemme get into this straight. somehow or rather, one of my aunts have seen my bali trip pics & was totally upset with my dressing. like as if i wore a bikini & walked ard the streets of Bali? apparently they got no freaking idea how bloody hot the weather was. gosh, i cant believe i need to deal with all these shits. you know what i really feel like doing now. yes, i had the idea of deleting all the necessary family members of my fb contact. shld i? life will bloody much easier for me, to a point tt i wld not worry bout setting my photo albums private, or what not. gosh, i love them, i do. but with them acting this way, they'r making my life a bit difficult. for god sake, i know my freaking limits, let me handle my sins.

The Bali trip was more than awesome - it was beyond words. there are still many things/activities tt we ought to go for; least if we do have more money & time over there. 5 days seem too short coz apparently we spent only 3 full days.

we reached Bali on the 8th March, close to 9pm. as soon as we landed, Froggie (our 'tour guide') fetched from the airport & off we went to our hotel. nothing much was done on the first day. walked ard the area, went to their 7-e & off back to our hotel rooms.

2nd day was started off on an early note. went to the ripcurl's factory outlet before having the water sports. yes, i did go for para-sailing, jetski & fly-fish. i got a bit of sea sick when riding the jetski & went back to d shore earlier while bf still rode on it. half of the day was spent on the watersports, chilled out by the beach while some of them did d temporary tattoo. thereafter, we took the van & rested at the hotel. night came, and we headed to the club - M Bar Go. (cool name right!)


3rd Day morning we had bfast at MacDonalds. luckily all the fastfood there were halal. but gotta be careful since most of its warongs by the streets were not. so we had a long walk to the Kuta Beach where bf braided his hair. but tt dint last long when he went for surfing the following day! haha. afternoon came & we catched the sunset where we had dinner @ Jimbaran by the beach. the sunset was simply gorgeous!


4th Day was spent on surfing. well, i dint try though mainly bcoz i dont know how to swim & the waves were just too scary to even go for a try. so i was the photographer on tt day, snapping away shots while they surf. but before jumping into the sea, i had a pedicure tt cost me abt SGD 1.50! haha. by the time we reached the shore, i was burnt like charcoal/ damn! during dinnertime we wanted to eat Estele but was closed, thus we decided to go for A&W instead! and oh, they had their own 'marina square steps' too - @ discovery mall. it was a nice place to chill out, till we forgotten to take pics! :(



Last Day we had already feel the sadness to leave Bali even on the 4th night! 5 days did not seem enough, right? seriously. it was a very great trip, i had fun almost every second of it. now, its back to life.

Bali Trip; 8th mar - 12th mar '2010 <3>

off to the airport in few hr's time. my virgin trip with friends & bf. Hopefully more to come! Will update soon once im back. May we'll have a safe journey, amin.

Dont miss me ppl, BALI here i come!

a week or so had past where all the mugging had taken place. the last 3 exam papers i took in SP. the time when i teared in wanting to give up on A Maths. the super late-night studying. the one night when i fell ill prolly due to fatigue & lack of sleep. but all these were very much worth it. all because i know i had given my best to these papers, no matter what the results might be.

the last paper ended exactly at 1110 on 4th March. as i looked ard the class, i saw many familiar faces. and hey i realised.. there they were, my classmates, scattering here & there ard the class. its pretty sad that there was no mutual bond in d class, even aft 3 yrs being together. what makes it more sad was when they acted as if it wasnt the last day of school, or matter of fact, d last time we'll be seeing one another. there were no goodbyes, needless to say hugs. common, wheres the love? imagine yourself in a class filled with these people. freaking imagine. i mean, there were few different cliques but a simple 'goodbye' to one another wld mean a whole right, yes?

well to lily, jiazhi, kelly & jiaying - i was really happy tt they dropped by to say their goodbyes to me. at least i know they'r nice & care enough, to did such a thing.
& to those guys - i miss hanging out with you ppl since some things just dint work out halfway. and those super-funny-yet-sometimes-lame jokes were greatly missed. now, NS oh! haha.

i know they prolly wont see this, but heck.
that aside, i miss the touch girls - esp d year3s. i feel that through the camp, we kinda bonded more. gosh, i miss those times! i really really hope we meet up girls, one day? one day-its all that it takes. (nana, u know u'r not forgotten ok!)

now that im done with tertiary life, hopefully i'll be a working adult soon! i need a job. but hey, gotta on the check-list for Bali! excited, much.

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