words cant exactly describe how im feeling right now. seeing you in that painful state and not knowing what to do, just kills me big time. never have i felt this way. i was so worried sick bout you that it felt extremely hard and painful just to leave you near yr doorsteps. till this very moment, i am not sure how you'r doing at home and i swear i'll be waiting for yr call just to hear your voice even for a second. though you'r in pain, u never fail to talk to me in yr most sweetest voice without failing to end each sentence with the word "ayang".

baby, i miss your smile. miss your laughter. miss your cuteness. miss your annoyance. most importantly, i miss you. i miss you so much i can tear every minute while typing this. please wake me up to your wonderful voice. i'll be waiting baby.

i love u so much, Husnul Fadil...