MST ended few hrs back. I know and i will screw this sem's grades badly. I swear i did study but i think got more stupid as yrs past. Urrgh, u know how it feels like when u thought u knew the ans but actually that was not d correct one? well it feels like shit. Sometimes i just feel like giving up on studying. Now my accumulative gpa is alr less than 3. Even if i work my ass off, i still wont be able to obtain an overall gpa (by end of year 3) tt wld even secure me in a decent local uni. Fyi, d avg gpa they looking for now is 3.7, for accountancy tt is. So basically, things r just close to impossible now. So im thinking now.. why d hell shld i study hard since i cant get into a local uni? All the more i shld just float ard, slack & not crack my brains everytime during tests, no?

So mom can u stop telling me to monitor my sis' studies when im even not doing well myself. For now i felt so fucked up; stupidest feeling i ever had in my study history.