dad has decided not to go for the second operation & decided to go for traditional means of eating white carrot. I will not know the effect of it, but all i can do is to pray tt he'll be better one day. realising his sickness is an eye opener for me, then i know life is not always a bliss. Shits come & go and to make matter worst, u dont even know when it'll hit. U just need to stay strong for whatever tt come by & have some faith. Cause i believe things happen for a reason. though many at times i feel life is unfair, with shits after shits my family faced, it makes me a stronger person today. (: